Where I’ve Been // Update
So this blog post has been difficult to write. I wanted to make a big huge post documenting every detail about how amazing October was and all the great stuff that happened to me (new job and new house woop woop) and issuing a massive apology for my absence, but every time I sat down to do it, I hit a brick wall in my head.
Then I would make some headway with pictures, and then I gave up again.
So this post is going to be bland. Boring. A bit melancholy if I’m going to be perfectly honest.
I’ve had a lot going on since my last post. I got hired as a full time employee after finishing my temp contract, which is something I’ve been wanting since I graduated college. I also finally moved into my own place, also something I’ve wanted since college. Travis and I went to Cherokee, NC for our very late anniversary trip. I also got mono and am just now recovering!
This past month has been so eventful and all I’ve wanted to do is sit down and draft blog posts to talk about it all! But I feel like I’ve hit a wall with this. What used to be so easy for me is now greatly difficult. It could be because my new job is so incredibly demanding in that I’m basically always on call to come in to cover a shift because we’re so ridiculously understaffed so sometimes I’m working anywhere from 10-14 hour shifts but whatevs.
I want to get back into this. I miss this. This used to give me so much passion and purpose and now it’s just another chore to ignore at the end of a long ass workday, much like my laundry and cooking a healthy dinner.
I implore you, my readers–how in the hell did you manage these slumps? How did/do you bounce back? I need help. Advice is much appreciated.
Anyway, so that’s where I’ve been for the last month. Working my life away, and hiding in shame. Hopefully I can bounce back from this. Those of you who have been waiting for me, I promise I’m coming.